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I like dull work.first, it is important to have no feelings.
second, it is important to have no feelings.
third, it is important to drink flowery drinks & dye your hair & wear huge earrings & over think things & eat a lot & not eat & things will all end up all right, you get over things more easily than you think.
hi again summer i like you hi again tumblr i don’t like you but whatever who cares.
gonna hug my best friend, eat vegan donuts, eat vegan everything, smoke camel crushes because i’m gross like that, punk rull hard, talk shit, do bad stuff, look rull cute.
see you in a few, new york.
just realized i was tensing my shoulders so much they were up by my chin.
semester be over already.
spending so much time stressing about my to-do list that i’m not doing anything on it.
i’m so sick of my drunk ass. remembering shit i said while wasted increases my social anxiety to maddening levels, i feel like i have to hide for days because of the most innocuous stuff.
i need to get shit done & save money before new york anyway, hide-out time starts now. only work, and homework, and cleaning, and sleeping. no more of this “oh i’m gonna have one beer & then go home & get stuff done” because that’s how you end up sitting on the city steps at 2:30am talking about your dumb crushes.
weird feelings these last few days, sensing a bad precipice of sadness & alienation. trying to keep my footing but it’s not going that well.
